The Old You

I admit it . I missed the old you ... whom i used to called BEST FRIEND . Time changed and yes , people changed . I still remembered the first time we met which is in classroom . It was on 2008 . That time , i didn't know anybody and i just remand quiet and do my own thing . So , there were you . You greeted me and soon we become best friend . I really wanted to mention your name here but i won't . It too hurt for me to recalled all of the memories together . Do you still remembered the day we promised to be friend forever ? Do you still remembered when i told you that i'm not going to school and you were absent too because you will felt lonely without me ? Do you still remembered the day when our english teacher , Mdm Imelda asked you who was your best friend and you looked at me and said my name ? I still remembered all those sweet and memorable memories we had together. One thing that i'll remembered forever that i ever had a best friend i high school that is you . Our bestie relationship only lasted for 3 years . An incident happened and it totally ruined our friendship . I won't wrote the incident because it was too painful for me . What past is past . For 2 years i waited for our bestie relationship to recovered but i was just a hope . fragile hope . Nothing happened and we were just holding the FRIEND title . I missed the old you . The old you who were friendly , bubbly , caring and understanding . Now , you were way too different from the old you . You were someone i didn't know . Eveything about you had changed . Do you still remembered every morning i would waited for you on the school balcony ? And you would greeted me with a bubbly smile and said '' Heidiii " . I missed that . the way you you used to called me in that way . Everytime i remembered it , my tears fall down . And now , our friendship is over . All those years i waited for our friendship to recovered was just a dream . A dream . And i still kept the gift you gave me . That cute wooden penguin on the ship and that cute little teddy bear with a '' Happy Birthday '' on it hand . I still kept it and will kept it forever . All of our photo i framed it in my room . I don't know why but my heart felt the ache when i wrote this all . YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND and that will never changed . If one day you wanted a shoulder , i will be there . If only you needed me .